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December 24th, 2004

03:40 pm - Survey
new years survey
1. What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before?
got my license, went to Scotland with the band, drove to the shore several times, bought a car, and got into college.

2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
nope, last year i told myself i was going to stop picking my cuticles, but after a week or so, i gave up. i prolly wont make another resolution this year.

3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
my 2nd cousin

4. Did anyone close to you die?
Cole, but i wasnt close with him and my mom's friend

5. What countries did you visit?
england, scotland

6. What would you like to have in 2005 that you lacked in 2004?
extra money, better relationship with dad and brother, less drama

7. What date(s) from 2004 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
april 2- license
July 31-august 10 (scotland)
November 13- Last ACCs

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
Getting my license, buying a car, getting into college, successful band season...

9. What was your biggest failure?
maybe the situation with brian, falling during ACCs, Beach steve/(joe w/ the Z),

10. Did you suffer any illness or injury?
um, my whole jaw situation

11. What was the best thing you bought?
my walmart sweatpants, cell phone, car, perfume in scotland
12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
cant think of anyone

13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
brian's made me apalled, not depressed.

14. Where did most of your money go?
clothes, car, gas... some to the bank account, but not much

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
Scotland, getting my license, college

16. What song will always remind you of 2004?
workout plan,slow motion, drop down and get ur eagle on, On The Way Down,

17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
I. happier or sadder? happier
ii. Thinner or fatter? fatter
iii. Richer or poorer? richer
18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
more outgoing, meeting new people, getting places on time

19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
procrastination, spending time online, being critical

20. How will you be spending Christmas?
Christmas eve with both grandmas, christmas at my both my aunts
22. Did you fall in love in 2004?
23. How many one-night stands?
24. What was your favorite TV program?
One Tree Hill, realworld, everwood

25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
no, i dont hate anyone, but some people annoy me more

26. What was the best book you read?
Sloppy Firsts- that might have been the only book ive read
27. What was your greatest musical discovery?
kanye west, jesse mccartney, ryan cabrera
28. What did you want and get?
to go to england/ scotland, a license
29. What did you want and not get?
An Ipod, a better digital camera, to get along with my dad and brother

30. What was your favorite film of this year?
Dodgeball, shrek 2, the notebook

31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?i went bowling and out to eat with my friends, i turned 17

32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
less drama

33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2004?
comfy, i wear more sweatpants now, but i guess also trendy/preppy when im on the mood

34. What kept you sane?
weekends and hanging out with my friends

35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
chad michael murray

36. What political issue stirred you the most?

37. Who did you miss?
my friends that i dont get to see often

38. Who was the best new person you met?

39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2004:
Everything happens for a reason
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Current Music: jingle bells

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December 18th, 2004

01:45 am
PLEASSE SIGN up- it would make me really really happy!!!


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November 14th, 2004

08:21 pm
Wow...havent updated in looonnng time. Its been really busy for the last two months- band, work , school, sat class and college applications. I still hafta find one or 2 more schools to apply to or at least make my final decisions. last week was reeeally busy with band and college apps. I managed to get three handed in on friday - marist , uconn, and fairfield, which was somewhat a relief. i just finished the Quinnipiac one just now, and hopefully by tuesday ill have the Lafayette one in.Blah.

the band had an outstanding season this year...remaining #1 in TOB week after week...until last night. yesterday at practice we did a bunch of run throughs only to be disapointed. Kopcha lectured us and was ashamed with us after the run throughs. me and serveal other seniors started tearing because no one else understood the meaning of it. well we went out and did another run through after the lecture, and it was a totally amazing. to be continued...

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September 18th, 2004

06:24 pm
HA ! the impossible came true...no band today. i got a call from mike JUST as i was leaving, telling me practice was cancelled - 2 more minutes and i woulda been in my car. it woulda been nice to know about this earlier so i coulda slept late, but it didnt really bother me too much just cuz WE DIDNT HAVE BAND!!!! Anyways, we went to the prestige diner , laura, chuck, lt, kristine, jeff and me. James steve and joe showed up late cuz they were the unfortunate ones who had to be at the school early for drums , not knowing practice was cancelled, and having to practice for a while(run on sentence). laura trying to get coffee was a pretty big ordeal. we went home, and later steve james, jeff, kristine, and i met Jason and his g/f, Danielle at the mall. Didnt buy anything, but overall it was fun. i sat in the brookstone massaging chair for at least 20 minutes...hehe procession. i dont think anyone bought anything besides Danielle and that was before most of us got there. i came home and then went to old navy cuz i really need clothes but there was nothing there. my aunt and uncle are coming over in 20 minutes so i dunno if im allowed to go anywhere later. it wasnt a productive day, but it was fun. it wont be happening again till november. :(

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September 16th, 2004

08:26 am
the last couple of days in school have been all right- nothing too bad. im still in holocaust and sociology with jackson(arg). i was going to switch out of holocaust and into photo 2 but then i talked to zach and he said the new photo teacher was an asshole and hard, so i think im staying in holocaust even though i hate the teacher but i have friends in that class. o well. shes either a lesbian or really a man-take ur pick. band hasnt been great- im in the same state of mind i was in freshman year(maybe not that extreme tho) where i just want the season to end. the seniors wait 3 years of being bossed around and talked down to and then Kopcha takes the privelges away from us (mostly me kristine and Judy). He wanted us to play flute in the field show, which may not seem like a big deal, but its basically telling u u suck. fun fun *rolls eyes*.last night we met at IHOP at nine which we had made the plans really early (before we left band practice)- it was nice, there was no arguement or asking ideas of what we could do so no one was unhappy. we get there and our waitress seems a lil outta it. basically if u said something that wasnt on the menu, she couldnt understand. right behind us in a different booth, there was a family that started arguing with the waitress who then had to get the manager. our whole tale stop talking and listened to it- funny stuff. they were arguing about the all u can eat shrimp wasnt coming fast enough and how she had lost her appetite b.c the servioce was so slow. she just wanted her SHRIMPS! yes thats right, she called them shrimps! wtf. we went to lauras house after like usual and watched part of sould plane. i started feeling sick so i left, but really weanted to see that movie. o well. NOW its time to go to band- what else would i be doing with my time? ttyl

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September 10th, 2004

11:46 pm - LOONNNGG DAY
2nd day of school...only 179 more days to go. classes werent too bad today, i just hate the last 3 periods of my day- holocaust and genocide, band, and sociology. it wouldnt be so bad if i just had a different teacher for holocaust and sociology(jackson=bad). she doesnt get the concept that an elective is supposed to be fun, not a regular class with tons of work. on monday i think im gunna try to switch out of holocaust but i doubt that will go as planned(not too many other electives are going on that period). but anyways i guess i have it better than some other people. after school was band. he changed some stuff which is now gunna affect the rest of my show but thats normal. right after band i had to go to work cuz now Dimaios is short staffed. i got there right at the begging of the rush -lucky me. stayed till 9:15ish and found out im gunna be doing this every friday until compettions start (more money i guess). after work i quickly went home took a shower and then went over to jason's with everyone and watched jackass.lol - funny shit. gotta be at the school at 8:30 tomorrow- fun fun fun, the first football game is home which means we hafta play at it. wanna know whats sad? i havent been to a single game just b/c, ive always had to go and play or sumthing. o well. adios!

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September 9th, 2004

09:50 pm - First day of school
well i havent updated since coming back from scotland so here it goes. The rest of summer went by really really fast- went to the beach twice to get the last of my tan...once with Laura steve and Lyndsey and then the other with Sam and 2 other guys. i had been fine all summer, not getting burnt or anything but the last time at the beach i got fried! now im peeling :( but anyways, i went to the chinatown with sam, laura and LT and spent wayyyyy too much money(but i got a lot of cute stuff). by the end of the day , between me laura and sam there wasnt even ten dollars- ha.

Band camp was the last week of summer- hardest its been in a while, but if everything goes right it will be an amazing show. Kopcha is an ass and cant justify his decisions at all, but i guess we all ready knew that.

today was the first day of school- for some reason i was really nervous/antsy last night. i never get jitters or w/e but i had them and it was freaking me out. I dunno if it was the fact i didnt know who was in all my classes or that we're seniors now or that this is the last year of high school ever and that next year we will all be on our own in totally different places, put in an environment that is unfamiliar. well - it was prolly a mixture of all those. I got no sleep at all last night- one of the longest nights ive had in a while. the day atcually went ok, but it feels like we never left from last year. i have friends in all my classes, some more than others but thats expected. Ap english, Ap econ, Health, Lunch, Calculus, Holocaust and genocide, band, and sociology<<<----my schedule. all the teachers seem pretty good, Ladinski, Decker, Petro(not so bad this year), and Pisano (nice lady- but i may have a problem with the no calculator rule. Now, Ms Jackson on the other hand is not in the "pretty good" category. i have her for 2 periods in the day -ugh- shes new and i prolly shouldnt judge her right now, but wut i saw today, i didnt like . i cant stand her voice and her attitude, hopefully that will change. Driving out of the parking lot wasnt nearly as bad as it was last year...theres not as many crazzzzzy drivers. I CANT WAIT TILL WE GET ASSIGNED SPOTS!!!(<--sarcasm ) had band after school from 3-6 but i left at 4:15 cuz i had to go to work. hopefully my next update will be sooner than the last , but cant promise anything. AHHHH!!! were seniors!
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Current Music: Life is a Highway

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August 11th, 2004

05:14 pm - ScOtLanD Trip
after 11 days of being in europe im finally home...i've never felt happier to be an american. so anyways i guess im still somewhat jet lagged or my mono theory, but ill attempt to update this sucker.
SATURDAY july 31st: in the morning everyone was supposed to go to sams house around 8 for breakfast(we thought it would help ease everyone's nerves and be a good start to our vacation). i got there but the house seemed sorta dark and the doors that are usually open , werent. i called sam to see if she was up, but she wasnt. i ended up going home and for lack of anything better to do i made chocolate pudding. i then met sam and laura at kings to get stuff for breakfast. everyone met at her house ...my suitcase even came. i wanted to weigh the thing cuz i was SCARED i would be over the weight limit. i was close at first, 65lbs but then i took out some stuff and gave a bunch of stuff to james to take in his suitcase so that was good. i left at 10:30ish and ran some more errands and around 2:45ish i left the house for GL. We sat around in the library for a while, playing cards and taking pictures. We left for the airport, checked in bags, waited around for a while and then the plane took off around 9.

SUNDAY Aug 1st: after the 6 hr plane ride everyone just expected to grab our bags and go through customs...the usual stuff, however , there was a twist thrown in. as i was looking for my luggage on the spinny thing, i see a suitcase wide open. thinking to myself "it sucks for whoever's suitcase that is" the suitcase gets close and i see a blue shirt hanging out...same one that i had brought. it was my suitcase...go figure. the zipper had burst and clothes were hanging out. i was prolly gunna be really bad about it, but i didnt really have a chance...i found out sam's suitcase had gotten ruined too. the whole back of her's was destroyed so her clothes were out too. it was funny that it happened to the both of us just cuz we were sharing rooms n everything and such good friends. Kopcha got the stick out of his ass and actually decided to be nice and made customs give us new luggage so that was good. Finally we were outta the airport and on our way to Windsor castle. we walked around and then our group split up cuz sam and i wanted to see the doll houses that were there . we walked around for a lil bit and then found the godly COSTA (its like a starbucks). Lee drove us to the Bellhouse hotel, where we were going to stay for the next 2 nights. It was about 45 minutes outside of london. the whole band was scattered about the enitre hotel so that part sorta stunk. sam and i thought we got the shaft cuz our room was shitty compared to others... our windows faced the kitchen so the cooks and mexicans kept staring into our room, the room was horribly layed out so we had trouble getting all 4 of our suitcases in and we had the connecting door that leads to another room, except the door was controlled by the ppl in the other room meaning they could get into our room.(we didnt know the other ppl). so we went swimming and then ate dinner. me steve laura lt jeff and kristine all hung out for a while after but then had to be in our room by 9:30.

MONDAY Aug 2nd: woke up around 6:30 cuz we had to be at breakfast around 7:20ish. those english ppl eat really weird things...baked beans, tomatoes, black pudding( blood cakes!?!?!), and then some "normal" stuff. we left around 8:30 for a tour of London with Ian (aka-shrek..he was our scottish tour guide for the entire trip). we saw westminister abbey, parliment, buckingham palace , and St Pauls cathedral. we toured the cathedral before lunch and then drove to the tower of london. we had a chance to walk around and find some lunch and then went into the tower of london. we waited in line to see the royal jewels for a while. while we were in line this old couple delibratly pushed their way in front of us. well, me being somewhat vocal, decided to say something to them.all i said was..."u just cut us, would u mind going back in line?" the lady turned to her husband and started mocking me with her hands... so i spoke up again and she basiacally was a bitch and it ended up with me flicking her off and her doing both back and cursing ...she didnt move tho.i was shocked that strangers could be that rude. we went back to the hotel, went into the pool and ate . sam and i had to pack our stuff into the new suitcases till like 11. we werent tired at all and got distracted by the spanish soccer players. also we got somewhat hyper so we ended up "spying" on the kitchen ppl , but then one of them noticed. we thought he was gunna be mad cuz he ran inside. it turned out he went to get his friends. so sam and i had fun with that. one of them who was the pool guy wanted us to flash him but he had to go do sumthin first. sam and i were ready and were gunna do it ...the guy never came back ...ha his loss.we eventually fell asleep but i forget what time. we got yelled at by one lady for hanging out of our window.

TUESDAY aug 3rd: went to oxford university and walked around. we took the infamous picture of us in the phone booth so that made the morning. i bought an oxford university long sleeve t shirt and so did sam and laura.nothing too eventful happened but Lee and Davey got parking tickets cuz ppl from our group couldnt get on the bus on time. we traveled for an hr and then went to stratford upon avon...shakspeares place. although we were supposed to do historical stuff , we did nothin of the sort. we shopped and stopeed in all the cute stores...the guys didnt really like that too much . that day it took us like an hr and a half to find something to eat cuz no one could agree, but everything turned out fine. eric steve jeff laura and kristine went on the boats, but since they thought the boat could only fit 5, sam me and LT just walked around and took pictures...we caught a hobo looking at our asses so i ended up taking a picture of him. we drove 3 hrs and got to the Ramada...really nice hotel. sam and i were sharing a room once again so it wasnt bad. we went swimming and then back to our room with everyone to play cards and watch tv.it was fun but once again we had to be in our rooms at like 10:30.Tired was not a word in our vocabulary that night. sam and i were wide awake for some reason and bored. we called A LOT of ppl in the hotel and woke them up but ended up talking to steve and bryan the most . we were gunna go sneak to the room but the thing was...once we were there we were gunna hafta stay the night. sam me and bryan had no problem, but steve didnt really want us there cuz he was afraid we were gunna get caught which would suck majorly. we just stayed in our room and had hot chocolate and then went to bed around 2ish.

WED Aug 4th: went to the town of chester and walked the wall for a little bit. we went shopping and frolicked in the streets(jk about the frolicking). arounhd 12ish we left chester for scotland...a 6 hr drive. we stopped at gretna green and got some souvineers and continued. we all knew that the university was gunna be bad, but i guess i expected a lil better than what we got. i opened up the door and all i saw was a bed , brick walls and a dresser. it reminded me of a prison not to be rude or anything. the food also was pretty bad...some of the time u didnt know what u were eating cuz it was all slopped together. we had practice for our performance for about 45 minutes...kopcha was actually OK with how it went.i was on a hallway with kristine sam lt and laura...too bad we werent allowed to share rooms. our curfew that night at was at 10:30 but none of us were tired. we werent allowed to have our doors open as we figured out cuz we got yelled at. kristine's dorm was right next to mine so we used "prison" communication. i knocked on her wall when i wanted to talk . so we hung out the windows and talked to eachother...it was better than nothing.

THURSDAY aug 5th: went to sterling castle dressed in our uniforms ready for our performance. the chappies told us we werent allowed to bring cameras, but it turned out they were wrong. the whole band was put in a series of formations so the chappies and band parents and tourists could take pics of us. we then moved into the rose garden in the castle where we played our field show music and our parade music. the tourists were really impressed or so they seemed. the japanese ones were soo enthusiastic they started shouted at eachother. they also wanted to pose with us...tourists taking pictures of tourists-great. so then we toured the castle which was cool. i wish i had my camera, but hopefully ill get some pics from parents or sumthing. later we went to perth and shopped a bunch. we all loaded up on food for breakfast and snack foods cuz god know what we were gunna be having for our next meals. we had lunch at a cafe where we paid the whole bill in coins...i felt bad for the lady. all the venders try to get rid of the coins and here we are giving them 20pounds sterling. o well .Kopcha was pleased with our performance so we didnt have a practice that night (no arguements there).

FRIDAY aug 6th: we had another performance, this time at Endinburgh castle. We had a tour of the place first so we had to tour in our kilts. ppl kept taking pictures of us thinking we worked there. then we played around 1:00 in front of a lot of ppl ...as cheesy as it sounds , i got chills while playing highland cathedral and was tearing...i guess i was just proud. after the performance we had to change on the bus into nice clothes , but from changing on the busses in flordia...i refused to do it again...me and a bunch of ppl changed outside . we had our blacks on so it wasnt bad , much cooler than on the bus. it was a lil tricky changing into a strapless dress in public, but w/e i did it. we then walked around edinburgh dressed all fancy and shopped. we then went to this scotish festival dinner...it was interesting. there was a fire alarm in the middle of the whole thing so the whole hotel had to evacuate...us nosey americans all had to take pictures of the trucks . we went back in just in time to eat the hagis- it was much better than i expected...sorta like meatloaf. we got back to the university around 2ish

SATURDAY aug 7th: had to wake up for breakfast at 7:30 -hard for everyone. we didnt hafta leave the university till 10:30 so me laura sam and LT took a 2 hr nap after breakfast. we drove to ST Andrews. kopcha made us march on the beach that was there (same beach as the movie chariot was filmed) for about 10 minutes. most of the band went to the water to feel the temp which surprisingly wasnt too cold. we walked around for a while...went into a shop where there was a dog, i was shocked to find it only had one eye. there was a fair of some sort there . our group (me sam kristine jeff LT laura and steve) ended up splitting up for the day there. Sam LT and i met up with andrew brian vivek and james and stayed with them for a wile. they blew a lot of their money on arcade games and sucked me into it too. brian won one thing. cacase put a lot of money into one game but got NOTHING outta it.lol. Mrs Schickel ran into us so i guess sam offered to watch Laura and Susanne, so sam and i watched them for the rest of the day which wasnt bad. its hard to believe that theyll be in the HS in 2 years. they went on a ride and sam and i got COSTA. we went back to the university , practiced for the parade that was the next day for a while. Kopcha was pissed at us cuz our lines sucked. there were a lot of ppl from around the university that were watching us pratcice...sorta a lil weird. Around 8:30ish left for Edinburgh to see the military tattoo. it was a foggy night but exicitng to see. sams group started walking from the busses to tattoo before my group but mine ended up getting there first. Mrs rocklein wouldnt let us save seats. blah. sooo many pipers there ...everything was amazing (maybe not the "lines"). after the show, kristine and my group didnt wait for us so basically we were on our own. we didnt really know hwo to get back to the busses tho. there were sooo many ppl that it was hard to see but eventually we found ppl we knew so that was a relief. sams group i think got lost going back to the busses. we got back pretty late, i actually forget , maybe 1?

SUNDAY aug 8th: CAVALCADE PARADE! we got all uniformed up and went to EDINBURGH where the parade was. we stood around for a while but then marched. there was about 170,000 ppl there. i marched on an end and lil kids were reaching out over the fences and touching my plaid. they were literally grabbing it.i kept bumping into cones cuz i was so close to side there was nothing i could do about it. we learned that there was a horse in the beginning of the parade by the "stuff" ppl had to march through...didnt smell too great either. the parade was 2 1/2 miles but didnt feel like it one bit. we didnt do much else that day...just hung around. sam and i hung around in eachothers rooms till 12:30ish...i know-were bad ass.

MONDAY Aug 9th: went to edinburgh and went to hygh street. LOTS of scottish shops and cashmere shops.i bought lots of stuff that day. there was a street festival there so we ended up watching it. it was funny...they guy had whips and knives and machetties(?). if the same show was put on in NY city, the guys wouldve been arrested. it was sooo different there. after, sam and i were going to a tattoo/piercing place that she saw whilke marching in the parade. i wanted to get my belly button peirced. we had been looking for a place the entire trip but couldnbt find one. we found the place the saw and went in...turns out that peircing places are closed on mondays, so we found out. i was really annoyed but i guess its just a sign i shouldnt have gotten it. if my mom had found out..i woulda been shot, seriously. the group ended up splitting up again so it was just me and sam. we didnt wanna eat in the place they were. we walked around alot and shopped a lot. i got this really good perfume that was just launched in the UK this week and hasnt come to America yet...but when it does ill be the first one to have it :-) we went bac to the university after walking in the rain the entire day. we packed all of our stuff ...everyone wanted to go home . it took a while to finish packing...i had to give a lot of my stuff to james ...more stuff than he came here with. me laura Kristine LT and sam all had a "talk" for a while uo till it was time to go to bed...we then continued after the chappies stopped checking rooms. o i also pance kristine in front of one of the chappies , Rocklein...at least she was wearing underwear. Her face was pricelss.

TUESDAY aug 11th- woke up at 5:15 finished packing, and loaded the busses at 6. we ate breakfast and went to the airport in glascow. our flight was delayed 30 minutes so that sorta stunk. me sam and andrew talked for a while. i sat on the plane next to andrew and mackie (alphebetical order harris hart hill-i guess im lucky ). the flight was only an hr ...we had to do a lot of bus riding in order to get from one terminal to another but we made it there jeust on time. we were supposed ot be in the hethrow airport for 2 hrs but cuz of the time it took to get there we walked right on the plane. the seats were alphebeticall again so i sat with andrew and mackie again but brian wanted to sit with andrew so i moved . i was somewhat seatless so i took a non band memebers seat to sit next to sam . when thew lady came she was really nice and just found another seat and didnt mind. megan rocklein was sitting next to me too but her tray broke so she had to move to another seat(didnt mind cuz shes a B*tch). eric marshott moved to that seat...made sam and i laugh cuz hes just like that. we got back to BH at 7ish and waited for my dad to come and get me. i was glad to be home but at the same time sorta sad/upset cuz its the last time were going to see the seniors. some of them i dont know that well, but for the ones that i do...im really gunna miss them . anyways, i came home and talked to my parents for a while...my mom looked a lot better than i expected. after the surgery i expected her to be in bed unable to walk , but i was wrong. shes still nto very mobile, but after a hip replacement i dont really expect her to be. her scar is pretty big, but she doesnt mind it so i guess i shouldnt either.

im still jet legged even though i slept 12 hrs last night. i didnt do very much today except go out with steve and kristine. i dropped my film off to get deveoped (8 rolls...one still needs to be finished)i need to start school work and sat shit, but im lazy and tired today so i dont think itll happen. o i started this thing at 5:14...its now 9:36...but i did eat dinner and go out for about an hr...

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July 26th, 2004

12:35 am - Pisces - Your Love Profile (stolen from LT)

Pisces - Your Love Profile

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Best day for a date: Friday

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actually, some of that stuff is true , but not all. obviously ive been attracted to the wrong type of guys according to the profile. o well. yesterday i went to my cousin amy's wedding in pennsylvania and stayed over at the hotel that thje reception was at ...basically so my parents could drink the whole night ( i wasnt complaining :-). anyways i ended driving my grams to the wedding cuz 5 ppl couldnt fit in my dads car comfortably and my dad wanted my mom to drive with him.(i dunno- he was in a bad mood once again). so the whole way there my grandma was complaining cuz i was going over the speed limit - only by 10 mph. i was trying to be a good driver the whole time- didnt wanna send her into shock. anyways, we actually showed up at the wedding EARLY - go figure. the ceremony was nice and amy and her now-husband john were soo happy.the wedding party was HUGE - 28 ppl!!!! After, we went to the hotel for the reception...lets just say "open bar" and shot tree. by the end of the night everyone was sooo drunk which made my moms cousins even wackier than they normally are. but everyone started goin to their rooms at 12 ish and then they were all gunna go to the bar and party more. i talked to LT on the phone for a lil bit, but then went down to meet everyone down there. being im not 21 , i couldnt get in even after my mom said i was . o well it didnt end up too bad...ended up talking with the hot bartender for the wedding and randomly dancing with him:-0
we came home today around 12:30ish . O and we got chinese fighting fish...it was the centerpiece at the wedding. i think its name is gunna be BOB cuz it just sorta bobs around in the vase and i thought it was dead a couple times-but hes just floating on. if u have any better names...leave suggestions.
so i came home today , was forced to see my grandparents that dislike me but it was only for a half hr so it wasnt all that bad...they behaved. i slept for a while when i got home and then went to lauras with LT and steve. laura braided my hair so i apparently look ghetto now...theyre really fun tho. we watched a movie (crimes of fashion)...im a chick flick oholic. well im surprisingly in a really good mood right now and getting more excited about scottland.
Current Mood: happyhappy

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July 23rd, 2004

03:17 pm - ooooo another survey
What Do You Think Of When You Hear....
Love:valentines day
Life:life as a house
Guilt:scarelt letter
Clouds:shapes-bunnies, hippos
Flowers:orchids , sunflowers :-)
Truth:sleepovers- truth or dare
Faith:limp bizkit
Roses:are red, violets are blue...
Nail Polish:the lady in the guiness book of world records that has the longest finger nails
make-up:costly- be easier if i were a guy
Labels(Goth,Prep etc..):cliques
Plastic:breast implants
Pop corn:scarecrows
Cow:what do u call a cow withought legs? ground beef
Movies:making out (lol ?)
cybering(eww lol):lol the sleepover in 7th grade with jessie laura C and kristine
Advice Sites:Dear Abby
Horses:cowboys in the dessert
Light:amstel light
Cold:no school
the word 'Psycho':that lil bunny
Art:mr rielly
Life Guards:hot
Tennis:my mom
Lesbian:tatu - those 2 singers
young:fountain of youth
Gay:will and grace
Bisexual:pick one

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